CHAOS BALLAD
Chaos and I have a friendly relationship;
I let her destroy me,
she gives me A chance to pick myself up.
Who will win eventually?
We will see, the new sun will set us free.
We will see, maybe it is all bullshit,
maybe I’m my only enemy,
maybe it’s ladder for something better.
But there’s something between lies, you know?
As I lie myself she tells me the truth
and it makes me mad and destructively sad.
We are old friends as we set a bar high
for who will win next in ruined relationship
and which color should tears will be
and of course,
who will harvest the damage…
Eventually that someone is me.
Chaos is my truest girlfriend.
It’s me and she and it’s meant to be.
We never had sex
We have an emotional bond
that keeps me writing this song.
Lately she is wining
’cause I’m not in the mood for fight
and as long as I run I ruin everything I love,
and I’m not alone, chaos, she is here,
to keep me going and keep my head up above.
Thank you chaos, I’m forever yours,
you are my sea and you keep me in your heart
when you take my shores and set yourself free.
Rain Bordo 